audio love.

I love you.

Seriously, those three words.
I found myself using them again, carelessly.
When did I become so careless again?
For months I refused to use them with anyone that wasn't family, minus one best friend.
Then I began to use them with friends again.
Then I found myself using them carelessly, saying them when I really didn't mean them.
How did these words lose their meaning yet again?

Love ya, love you, luv you, and love yew - those aren't I love you.
Never have been, never will be, at least with my eyes and ears.

How hard is it when you know they aren't ringing true?
When it hurts to hear them instead of feeling that warmness.

I believe in my life I've heard those three words from one person that meant them and continue to.
And I believe to this day, he is the only person I've said them to and truly meant them.

So how do words lose their meaning?
How does a simple phrase that people yearn to hear turn into something that's said when it isn't true?
When I use those words, I mean them, if only everyone else did as well.

With all this being said, I miss him.
I think a visit is needed soon.
I need my best friends.