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It's getting old...

I have a tendency to get what I want.
I may get what I want but I only see it for a glimmer and then it fades away.

I was talking with twinny earlier and I came to a brilliant realization/analogy for my life...

I'm sick of life throwing me curve-balls when all I'm trying to do is play t-ball.

Imagine standing up at a t-ball plate, the ball is rested on the little stand and then by the time you go to take your swing you have a 72 mph curve ball coming at you.

That's my life, for serious.

I went to DC for a vacation, ended up seeing Jason, going to the zoo, eating sushi at Mei Wah, & going to my favorite smithsonian (natural history). We also went to Jammin Java where I got ridiculously intoxicated off of Jameson and we went to North Carolina the next day to see the same show (Danger Radio, Farewell, & Red Car Wire).

I'm home and I'm no more relaxed than I was before I left,
if anything my mind is in more of a bubble then ever.

I'm ready for a drastic change.
Now I just need to make a decision...

Easier said than done....

I'd rather have a sleepless night than another one spent wasted replaying our last scene...

Posted on 10/04/2008 10:06 PM Visits: 109
bennbell: 10/05/2008 5:17 AM
When life throws you curveballs, I say, 'Batter up!"
audiolove: 10/05/2008 5:43 PM
bennbell said:
When life throws you curveballs, I say, 'Batter up!"
hahha. true true. but sometimes i'm sick of always being at bat!
sstrokerj: 10/05/2008 8:18 PM
Bigger bat,maybe?
audiolove: 10/05/2008 8:51 PM
sstrokerj said:
Bigger bat,maybe?
this isn't wiffleball :P
sstrokerj: 10/05/2008 9:09 PM
audiolove said:
sstrokerj said:
Bigger bat,maybe?
this isn't wiffleball :P
I understand where you're coming from. I never take vacations cause I always need to go back to work, to get some rest if for no other reason
audiolove: 10/05/2008 9:38 PM
sstrokerj said:
audiolove said:
sstrokerj said:
Bigger bat,maybe?
this isn't wiffleball :P
I understand where you're coming from. I never take vacations cause I always need to go back to work, to get some rest if for no other reason
spending time in DC made me miss my old life, a lot. i miss DC, i miss my second home, i miss my friends. "vacation" didn't go as planned and things happened that were great but at the same time my life is now even more confusing than it was in the first place. the things i planned on dealing with when i was in DC didn't come up and the things that did happen came way out of left field...

oh life. :-/
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